The Strength Of My Heart

Normally I handle things with with the world on my back
Love in my heart
Danger in my lap
But lately I've noticed life has a way of twisting
Rocking back and forth like a boat that's sinking
I wanna break free but I cant get loose
My mind losing the race
I cant get through...
The light at the end seems to taunt me every time
But its my motivation to keep going...
To survive...
The heart will always be stronger than the mind
So I look within myself to find my strength
Never through my thoughts
Always through my heart
And through love...

What if...

Your temptation is addicting and I can't explain it
It's like I'm on a drug and I can't escape it
You know I gotta man and he's the love of my life
I know you gotta girl and she's practically your wife
But when my mind wanders I sometimes think of you
About all the crazy things that we could possibly do
If we were all alone...
The thoughts they feel so wrong
But I can't deny the fact that something's going on
Gotta get you out my head
That's what my mind says
But we both know its all for the best
We both are in situations that we don't want to let go
That doesn't change our deep desire to know...

Yours Truly

Public Service Announcement

Picking up where I left off but I never really left it
My mind is always running
My thoughts are never patient
I may take a break but I never stop racing
Compared to me Usain Bolt couldnt keep pace with me
So basically I write when I'm feeling in the mood to
Dont let the cute face and my shyness ever fool you
Im here...
And I aint going nowhere
Stay tuned but until then back to your regularly scheduled program...

YOURS TRULY

Dreamin' of You...again...

He came back to me in my dreams and it felt so real
Its like he still has his arms around me...
His touch, his feel
Ohhh it felt so right last night...
Why couldnt it been you I woke up next to?
I know you dont know me & you have women at your feet
But sometimes I wonder when you're across the world
In your dreams, do you think of me?
I just have that feeling we were meant to be....
Maybe in another lifetime possibly...
If I just had the chance for you to get to know me
And I get to know you
The things we find may have us inseperable...
Doing the unthinkable...
But until then...
We shall meet again...
In our dreams...

Yours Truly

Late Night Freestyle

My mind has run away from me again
It's time to begin again
Starting from scratch with a blank slate
I've piled up all this food of knowledge
I got a lot on my plate
Smashing all the negative feedback
As if I ever needed that
It just adds fuel to the fire
So hot you need to find an ice pack
I'm off the beaten track
But I'm on this beatin' track
Feeling the music run through me
Like an anxiety attack
How far does this really need to go?
I'm only doing it to prove to myself
I don't need your opinions...
Thanks though... :)

Yours Truly

Survival

This game called love is a trip sometimes
But I continue to strategize
In my mind
No time
Quick, fast-
What did I find?
I found no matter what life may bring you
Love will always find a way to save you
So what do you do?
You keep hope alive-
Because love will always find a way to survive...

Yours Truly

Love Journey

His voice fills my head with thoughts and dreams
Of a day that we would meet and I'm all he wants and needs...
I know he lives the fast life and thats okay,
My love would travel with him like luggage for a two week stay....

Rest in Peace

Two lives lost to tragedy
No one could predict and see
The pain that was ahead...
Behind closed doors is a completely different world
Full of arguements and despair
But no one could hear them there
The silence after that fateful night
Was the peace of their souls taking flight
And I hope their new life outside this world
Finally gives them a voice...

RIP Jeremy and Cassie

Yours Truly

Early Mornings

Sleep has escaped me for the night
My life's beginnings are in sight
Feels right
I opened my eyes for the first time
To see what lies
Ahead
But this bed is hard to leave
Im up and Im ready to believe...
In me...

Yours Truly

My Weaponry

Never look back on the things you can never change
No matter how much you think of it it will always stay the same
The mind is a weapon that should only be used for good
No wonder there's so many out there that are just misunderstood..

Yours Truly

Lost in my Thoughts

The warmth of your embrace
To the contours of your face
Nothing else matters in this moment of time and space
But you...
From the way you breathe my name
To the way our hearts beat the same
Love can be a wonderful game
If its played the right way...
I see you in my thoughts
I feel you in my dreams
I only hope that one day this becomes as real as it seems...

Yours Truly

The Beginning...

Like opening your eyes for the very first time
The feeling of butterflies inside
Nerves overtake you
But wont ever break you
Lost in your mind but ready to express to the world
I AM HERE...The Beginning...here we go...

Yours Truly